Whew, this was me for a long time: What am I to do if I am not proving my biggest fucking bullies wrong? For a very long time, I felt like I had to defend my self-worth from the toxicity of others. It was isolating. I was angry. It took a while, but choosing to make my life as soft as possible felt like the only recourse from being a live wire. I wish you peace.
Love this and unfortunately can relate to the feeling. Thank you for sharing!
Thank you thank you thank you for writing this.
Whew, this was me for a long time: What am I to do if I am not proving my biggest fucking bullies wrong? For a very long time, I felt like I had to defend my self-worth from the toxicity of others. It was isolating. I was angry. It took a while, but choosing to make my life as soft as possible felt like the only recourse from being a live wire. I wish you peace.